Forget Not His Benefits

Forgive me Father for I have sinned. It has been too long since I last confessed my sin. This is inexcusable because I use the ACTS prayer prompter daily in which the “C” is for confession. (See “Pray Like You Mean It”) My “A” prayers are Adoration, Acclamation, and Affirmation, so I do express my love for Jesus because He gave His life for me; I proclaim Him as Lord; I affirm His worthiness to be my all-in-all. Still, I seldom come right out and admit that I fall short of His perfection on a daily basis. I don’t really confess.

That is unforgiveable. I enjoy the unspeakable benefit of having all my sins washed away by Jesus’ blood, but I don’t often confess the ones I am aware of, let alone all the trespasses committed in ignorance. There is one I have been made aware of recently by reading a book by Larry Crabb, Shattered Dreams. Crabb points out how easy it is to imagine we are trusting God with our lives when what we are really doing is trusting God to make our lives pleasant – to make us happy by granting our desires. I have said for years that God is more concerned with our character than our comfort, but when building character makes me uncomfortable, I question God’s intentions. I forget to thank Him for His benefits.

I have yet to achieve Paul’s attitude as expressed in his statement that he had learned to be content in whatever state he was in. Remember that Paul went through some very uncomfortable situations, yet he could say was content with the way God dealt with him. He was stoned but not to death; he was beaten but was able to heal; he was hungry but not to starvation; he was shipwrecked but not drowned. That was the state in which Paul found contentment. I have been discontented because I live in Arizona but wish I was in Michigan.

I have always struggled with contentment. I have a nice car, but I want a different one, or maybe I just need to do a little of this or that to improve the one I have. I have a nice little home with pleasant amenities, but I want to change the door and put up an awning and…. I have a wonderful wife, but if she would just stop bugging me about…. I have a retirement income that keeps me fed and housed, but with a little more…. You get the idea. God has given me physical benefits galore. There is another line from Paul that I don’t follow: “Give thanks in everything.”

Occasionally, I do get a glimpse of a benefit God has been preparing behind my back. I remember Mordechi’s word to Queen Esther when she was about to save the entire Jewish population. “Perhaps you have been brought here for such a time as this.” My wife and I felt strongly that God brought us to our current place in Arizona for a purpose known only to Him at the time. That was five years ago, and we are not sure we know why we are here. This winter I began to substitute at a Christian school. I loved it. They surprised me by asking if I would consider teaching full-time. At first, I declined; then, I relented.

Immediately, I learned that one of their teachers is training to become an educational therapist; she is working with the National Institute for Learning Disabilities (NILD). My wife is a certified therapist through NILD. That alignment is too precise to be a coincidence. For such a time as this? I am not too proud to say that my connection to the school may have been arranged so that Karen could provide her special experience. In any case, I am thanking God this benefit; it’s a two-way blessing: we find out why we are in Arizona, and the school gets the benefit of a highly trained special education veteran.

Before you say, “Pshaw!” I will say I recognize that our discontent was nothing compared to what some Christians are going through. We haven’t been threatened with instant death because of our beliefs as many believers are today. Our physical maladies are paltry compared to what many people are suffering with. We are not on a steak and caviar diet, but we have enough to eat so that overindulgence is the problem. I don’t have a new truck, but God provided a 25-year-old with low mileage that does exactly what we need. I could go on, but my point is one of confession: I don’t thank God daily for all His benefits.

In today’s McArthur devotional, he counsels us to thank God for the good and the bad that happens to us because we must believe it is all from His hand. (See “The Meaning of Sovereignty”) It is as Paul said, “In everything give thanks.” Everything! Job, a true suffering servant, said, “Should we receive the good from God, but not receive the evil?” Whatever you go through, God is using it to advance His plan, to build His kingdom, to make you more like Christ. These are benefits we must not forget.

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