In his Gospel, John
records the coming of the Son of David: “And the Word became flesh and took up
residence among us, and we saw his glory, glory as of the one and only from the
Father, full of grace and truth…. For from his fullness we have all received,
and grace after grace.” John
also said, “In him was life, and the life was the light of humanity. And
the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.” From
the beginning of time when God said, “Light be!” the opposing concepts of light
and darkness have been woven into the fabric of Scripture. The light, which God
called “day” is the symbol of created order, a symbol of grace; the opposite is
darkness or night which represents chaos and ignorance.
When John paired grace and light in his introduction of the
Messiah, he laid out a pattern that appears throughout the New Testament. In
his first epistle, John said that to have fellowship with God, we must walk in
the light. If we walk in the light, John
says, “We have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son
cleanses us from all sin.” In the light, we experience the gracious forgiveness
of our sin. Grace and truth – light and fellowship. Paul
says God has “Rescued us from the domain of darkness and transferred us
to the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have the
redemption, the forgiveness of sins.” He
also warned that we will be entering a battle “against the world rulers of
this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in
the heavenly places.”
Jesus came to bring the light, but the John’s
sad declaration is that some did not receive it because they loved the
darkness. You don’t have to be an evil person to be caught loving the darkness.
Just let the rulers of this darkness place something closer to your heart than
God Himself. I have recently discovered that my dance with the darkness
involves wanting God to bless my dreams instead of waiting for Him to bless me
with His dream. If I pray, “Thy will be done” I must not mean “Let Thy will
affirm that my will be done.” If I fall into asking God to give me what I want
instead of what He knows I need, I have succumbed to the influence of the
kingdom of darkness. Why is misunderstanding God’s grace an evil, dark thing?
It makes me satisfied (happy) with less than the best God has for me – namely,
a deeper relationship with Him.
A dreadful disease has infected the church in America; it is
darkness masquerading as light. It is the lie that says because God is a
gracious Father, He wants to give us everything we want. It says God wants us
to be happy here on earth. That is not biblical; it is a lie. Search the
Scriptures from Genesis three to Revelation nineteen. You will find only a few
moments when God deliberately allowed His people to be happy. In the Garden,
yes; after Christ’s second coming, yes. But in the in-between where we live,
not so much. We are promised joy as a fruit of the Holy Spirit in us, but that
is not the same thing as happiness. Happiness is an emotion that comes as a
result of good happenings. Joy, on the other hand, is a spiritual condition
granted to us in spite of circumstances. We are admonished to crucify
our fleshly desires (for happiness) and receive joy. (For more on happiness
versus joy, see Related Posts.)
Psalm 37:4 is one of the verses popularly quoted to say that
God will grant all our desires. The KJV says, “Delight thyself in the Lord, and
He will give you the desires
of your heart.” That is a fair translation of the Hebrew, but it can be
interpreted more than one way. It is interesting to see how the Jewish
translators of the Septuagint (LXX) phrased it in Greek. It betrays a different
understanding than is popular today. The word they used for “delight” (κατατρύφησον)
means to run down or chase after. The word the LXX uses for “give” (δώσει) can
be translated cause, command, produce, or put. The Greek for “desires” (αἰτήματα) is described this way: “this
noun highlights the content that is laid before a superior…. [It] sheds
distinctive light on the dynamic between petitioner and authority.”
It would be perfectly legitimate to translate the LXX
version of Psalm 37:4 as “If you chase after God, He will produce longings in
your heart that are in line with your relationship to Him.” That is a long way
from saying He will give you whatever you want. To expect God to grant all our
desires without context is the epitome of self-serving arrogance. He is all
about giving us what we need, and what we need more than anything else is to
know Him better and to become more like Jesus.
God is too gracious to give us whatever we want. If He did
that, we would end up as spoiled brats. Rather, He lovingly causes us to desire
what is best for us in His opinion. He graciously prompts us to become more
like His Son. His methods are not always pleasant. Read
Hebrews: “For the Lord disciplines the one whom he loves and punishes every
son whom he accepts.” The writer explains why this is grace: “Now all
discipline seems for the moment not to be joyful but painful, but later it
yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness for those who are trained by it.”
Not all happy times! But in light of the rest of Scripture, in light of true
grace, that makes perfect sense.
Related Posts: Happiness
and Joy Part One; Part
Two; More about bad things that are good: Working
All Things for Good; also see The
Goodness of God in the Bad Times